Im moving to California!!!! Not exactly sure when; not eactly sure how, but im gone.

*Cali Baby<3*

Life is hard, but u just gotta push through it.

My friend Christian came over to my house yesterday and i had an amazing time. i thought my dad was gonna fall in love with him 'cause of christian's fighting experience but apparently my dad doesnt believe him. it is very frustrating to hear that when my dad doesnt even kno christian that well and probably will shut him out before even giving him a chance.
I am praying that my dad'll give him a chance and so christian will be less nervous and actually get to spar with my dad. Christian's too nervous and scared of my dad to actually spar and stuff with him so once he loosens up around him then my dad will get to see christian's fighting techniques =) can't wait for that day to come.

So, i had a mental break down last night...im just so tired. Exercising my Faith muscle is exhausting and it hurts really bad. Im going to California for a week on the 16th. Hoping to get some answers and figure some things out.
-Stina

*Cali Baby<3*

Going to coffee with my mom to discuss my future plans. We want to go to California in a couple weeks for Evah's 2nd Birthday. We Havent decided if we r going to fly or drive because we r moving me out their. I have been praying a lot about this, but I still feel lost. I can't seem to decifere if what my heart and my spirit is saying are the same thing. It feels like if God was to tell me to go that i might dismiss him thinking it was my own wishful desire....I am at a lost. So, hopefully coffee with my mother will help uncomplicated my mind. Blessings!

"Blessed is the man who built his house upon the rock."
-Sting

*Cali Baby<3*

"People Always Leave..."

"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. Afraid, confused, without a road map.The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days"

Melissa, Jason and baby Evah left for California yesterday. Words can't even come close to describe the sadness/emptiness I am feeling. Tears slowly run down my face every time I think of that beautiful babies face. I heard her tell me "La, you" last night. That is all it took. I decided I'm going to move to California July 1st if my family hasn't already started moving in that direction. My Uncle's lovely gf Cathy, offered me a place to live if I decided to move out their. As soon as she said that I almost cried from the overwhelming Joy i felt! I pray that my family comes out with me and I'm choosing to keep believing God for a miracle.

Have a Blessed Day!
-Stina